Showing posts with label Christian Living. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Christian Living. Show all posts

Faith Over Big Waves and Violent Storms

 Many are concerned about the recent "wave" that unexpectedly hit the country, since no one  seems to know anyone voted for a malevolent idealogical takeover of various government levels.  We must believe that God has some plan in this, America is not yet drowning.  We will not drown unless we let go of God.  Stop the blame game, and reflect on what God wants us to do next.  Revival has started in America, the people need to continue to look for and return to our Christian roots.     

He stilled the storm to a whisper; 
the waves of the sea were hushed. 
- Psalm 107:29 (NIV) 

Remember the USA currency says "In God We Trust" for a reason.  The God that parted the red sea so that the waves formed a wall is still alive and working in America!  We do not fear the waves if we walk with God.  We must grow our faith in God! Take comfort I knowing God is still in control.

He got up, rebuked the wind and said to the waves, “Quiet! Be still!” 
Then the wind died down and it was completely calm.  He said to his disciples,
 “Why are you so afraid? Do you still have no faith?”  
They were terrified and asked each other, 
“Who is this? Even the wind and the waves obey him!” - Mark 4:39-41 (NIV)

Christians need to pray, study God's word, and bring more people to Christ.  Just as Jesus calmed the storm when He was out on the sea in a boat, He can put calm in our hearts and minds now.  Just as He reached down into the rolling waves to pull Peter up before he drowned, Jesus will not let us drown if we keep the faith.

Want more verses along with encouraging commentary?  Powerful Bible Verses About Trusting God In The Storm may bring peace to the soul and encouragement to the heart. 

May God Bless America, Again

“May God Bless America” by Jason Bellard is a patriot's song about how the country has been led astray  from God by false doctrine and fake idols.  It offers hope for the future of the United Sates of America, if it turns back to God and the values the USA was founded upon. We, as citizens and Christian must stand up for what we believe and work towards bringing faith, righteousness, and morals back to the country we love.  

Put to death, therefore, whatever belongs to your earthly nature: 
sexual immorality, impurity, lust, evil desires and greed, which is idolatry. 
- Colossians 3:5 (NIV) 


Christians Must Vote!


 I'm giving a KISS (keeping it short and simple) post here.  Every Christian must vote!  You must research the candidates for yourself to find the one that is closest to your values and appreciates your faith.  Don't rely on what someone else says, as they could be lying, getting paid, or hiding their true intentions.  Do not sit out elections!  Not voting is the same choosing to as give one away for the bad guys!  

Like a muddied spring or a polluted well are the righteous
 who give way to the wicked.
- Proverbs 25:26 (NIV) 

Before you vote, be sure to pray for the right decision and for God's preferred candidate to win! If you want to know more, read No Nation under Satan – Pray Before You Vote.


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Where does the Bible say Jesus is God?


 Non-beleivers and even Christians may ask "Where in the Bible does it say Jesus is a God/?"  Is it in the old testament which contains devine revelation and history?  Or is it in the new testament where His earthly and heavenly life, inlcuding teachings and miracles. are shared?  The answer is both!  The old testament prophets and historians tell us God was, GOD IS, and will forever be.  The new testament gives us eye-witness history and future promise for all who believe in JESUS.  There are many verses that point to Jesus as God.  While some that directly spell-it-out, so there is no doubt. 

And we know that the Son of God is come, and hath given us an understanding,
 that we may know him that is true, and we are in him that is true, 
even in his Son Jesus Christ. This is the true God, and eternal life. - 1 John 5:20 (KJV)

In the Bible, we are told Jesus is the son of God, from the beginning of time He is the truth and word, and He is the only way to Heaven. Jesus Christ birth is predicted and His royal titles are also given in the old testament prophesy that many read during Christmas nativity programs!  After hearing that predictions of Jeuss, many Christains repeat and accept the "prince of peace" title but forget he is also in the "mighty" part of the  God trinity (Father, Son, & Holy Spirit).   

For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: 
and the government shall be upon his shoulder: 
and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, the Mighty God, 
the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace. - Isaiah 9:6 (KJV)  

The Bible confirms Jesus is God  in multiplee verses.  His miracles and His words were/are enough to convince most people to follow Jesus.  For those few who question the validity of Christ, it is important to try to show them the truth although it may not be required to continue if they are unwilling to learn pray for them instead. Do the research, know the truth.  For yourself: be able to understand, show the truth, explain why Jesus is alive and real today.  

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Thinly Veiled Prophecy of Lies and Tricks

 False prophets/prophetess will always cover up their lies, just as a woman migght cover up their hair with a scarf or veil.  Are they covering their sin or hidding something?  Their desire is hidding the truth of God's plan and Christians' purpose through spreading false information and bad ideas.  They are often denying the truth of good morals, Gods help, and His mercy,  How?  The majic of illusion by continously putting their message out and trapping everyone with soft words that push wordly ideas as "popular" feelings or acceptable values, They push doing whatever one feels is good as right for all ,even if it is hurtful to others or personally sinful.  These false teachers are skilled trickster who want to be modern idols.  They use smooth words meant specifically to deceive Christians and veiled censorship to stop others from seeing the truth. 

Thiis is what the Sovereign Lord says: 
Woe to the women who sew magic charms on all their wrists 
and make veils of various lengths for their heads in order to ensnare people. 
Will you ensnare the lives of my people but preserve your own? 
You have profaned me among my people 
for a few handfuls of barley and scraps of bread. 
By lying to my people, who listen to lies, 
you have killed those who should not have died 
and have spared those who should not live.  - Ezekiel 13: 18-19 (NIV) 

Christians need to undrstand this and recognize the deception before it is too late.  Christian must spread the truth about  the love of Christ and joy in following Jesus.  Learn to recognize false teachings (like abortion, atheism, ideology cults masquerading as religion, or politics, DEI,  socialism/communism, violence, and the devil's newest PC-flavor of the month) and avoid temptation to follow the wrong crowd. Watch not only what they say, but what they do, who do they align with, and look for who might be paying them to tell lies and do things that are morally wrong.  Do not just blindly follow to get along or be politically correct in the moment.  Continually pray for God's guidance and study the Bible ro grow wisdom and discernment  The wrong crowd will be punished  for their stupidity.  When God's righteous judgement comes, the false teachers will only find death and hell.  Resist false prophets/prophetess and their teachings, to avoid falling into hell along with them.  

250 Years of the Patriot Dream: A Nation Under God

"In God We Turst" is on Americn money and many federal buildngs.  The United States Pledge of Allegians includes "One nation under God" in it.  The is the official motto of the United States!  Why?  Because Christian faith and Biblie truth was the foundation for this country.  Regardless of what any liars may say, most Americans know this to be fact.  A few with bad intentions  refer to "Christian Natiionalists" like it is a negative term, in reality nationalist just stands for being a patriotic American and Christian means one who follows their faith in Christ as Savior.  Together the two words indicate Americans who believe God still blesses this nation. 

Praise the Lord, all you nations; extol him, all you peoples. 
For great is his love toward us, and the faithfulness of the Lord endures forever. 
-
Psalm 117:1-2

DayWind has put together a new patriotic anthem released on Memorial Day weekend prior to the 250th birthday of the USA (in official video below) called "The Patriot Dream" (buy lyrics or soundtrack)  It includes a small adaptation of lyrics from "America, The Beautiful," but does not replace it or the United States national anthem "The Star-Spangles Banner."   This new song, just joins in the national celebration for a wonderful country that beliefs in freedom, liberty, and faith!  


Is Christianity the Key Foundation of America?

Is Christianity the foundation of America?  The undiluted history of the United States of America says YES!  Christian values and morels played a key role in the setting up of the government.
Does God bless or curse nations depending on whether or not their leaders follow God's will and commendaments? The last few decades in America show the Holy Bible is very much proved to be true in its warnings for faithful and rebellious people.  
Is Amercia making a turn back to Christian faith and values?  It looks very hopeful for USA, revival is spreading!  Presently America is doing well in global relations and economy.  Also, both the present and future look brighter for the nation's citizens.   

All the ends of the earth will remember and turn to the Lord, 
and all the families of the nations will bow down before him, 
for dominion belongs to the Lord and he rules over the nations.
- Psalm 22:27-28 (NIV)

During, America Reads the Bible kick-off for Rededicate 250/Freedom 250 celebrating USA 250th, President Donald Trump read 2 Chronicles 7:11-22 (in video at bottom of post).  This scripture is God instructing the current nation's leader that its citizens/people must return to following the one true God in order to flourish.

Read more posts and scriptures about nations that follow God at:


God Says Follow Laws

 What is the difference in God's laws and man's law?  Most man-made laws are written to protect people from evil doers, therefore  reflect respect of others as seen in the ten commandments.  So why do some people protest laws or openly defy them?  If they are doing it peacefully; perhaps the law has been distorted, not fairly being carried out, or done to benefit politicis not people?  A Christian (such as MLK's and CJK's examples) might protest or speak-out because of the unfairness.  However, if "protest" is being done violently, then it cannot be for a Godly purpose.  Violence is used to overthrow governments, cover-up corruption, or just for the sake of committing crimes hoping that true objectives are not noticed. 

Remind the people to be subject to rulers 
and authorities, 
to be obedient, 
to be ready to do whatever is good,
 to slander no one,
 to be peaceable and considerate, 
and always to be gentle toward everyone. 
- Titus 3:1-2 (NIV) 

What can evil people hope to accomplish by not following laws?  Although most laws are written to protect the innocent; sometimes they are purposely misquoted, misinterpreted, mistated or mistakenly include loopholes to benefit the quilty.   However, that does not mean the laws were bad, only that bad actors are purposly taking advantage of people not bothering to read or know the complete law or the historical reason behind it.  This false representation is often overturned in higher levels of court because it was obvious the law was twisted to pervert justice.  Then the one committing the actual crime is forced to pay and justice is considered accomplished.  

When justice is done, it brings joy to the righteous 
but terror to evildoers. - Proverbs 21:15 (NIV) 

Unfortunately, those lawyers and judges who aided or championed the falsehoods are too often not punished for their part in the criminal cover-up.  If they do contineu to do it, they may eventually lose their positions as a simple solution for politicians.  However, someday they will be held accountable as accessories to future crimes commited.  If not in an earthly court, definitely when facing God the eternal judge if they do not repent and change.

For whoever keeps the whole law and yet stumbles at just one point
 is guilty of breaking all of it. – James 2:10 (NIV)

God encourages His people to follow the laws of the land (legally created laws).  If illegal or unfair laws were created (at lower levels to conflict with national legistation or by judges who do not have ability to write laws) that are different from His commandments, then His people are to work to change those laws, but not commit crimes themselves as a way of doing so.  Before any church openly encourges defiance of any law, the pastor and congregation must read God's word and pray for guidance.  A single man should not make that decision that is contrary to God.

Modern Christian Matryr: Charlie Kirk


We learn of matryrs in history, both long ago and in recent decades too.  We remember matrys for causes and martyrs for Christ, even if we know not why they were destined to die.  Do we mourn the life and lessons of a new martyr now?  

The president of the United States honored Charles (Charlie) James Kirk with a Medal on Freedom ceremony on his birthday, which the Senate agreed to adding a national day of rembrance to the USA list in recognition of his Christian leadership and patriotic messaging.  His fellow Christians and conservatives honored him with a publicly televised memorial service carried on many networks after his life and mission were cut short on September 10th.  

My last words to you, Christian brothers, are that you pray for us. 
Pray that the Word of the Lord will go out over all the land
 and prove its power just as it did with you. 
Pray that we will be kept from sinful men, because not all men are Christians. 
But the Lord is faithful. He will give you strength and keep you safe from the devil. 
We have faith in the Lord for you. 
We believe you are doing and will keep on doing the things we told you. 
May the Lord lead your hearts into the love of God. 
May He help you as you wait for Christ. 
- 2 Thessalonians 3:1-5 (NLV) 

How can we move on from such a horrible thing?  Martyrs strengthen causes and grow followerships that far outlast their own lifetimes, yet we still have to wonder why.  Was it God's plan?  Or did God actually turn the work of the devil upside-down and inside-out to gain a victory over evil?  Spiritual revival is burning across America and the world after what happened to Charlie Kirk.  We pray this movement  bringing people back to Christ, morality, and common sense continue to spread and the faith embers burn for many years!

Check out Mario Murillo's blog posts on Charley Kirk and what his death should bring about.  Someone wrongly thought death would silence Christian conservatives living in America.  Instead it will make more in USA go watch Charilie's videos and listen to his podcasts to find out why his right of free speech voice for faith, family, and true freedom may have been silenced.  

#WeAreCharlieKirk and #GodsArmy


Sing a Song of Victory!

Sing a song of victorious freedom through Christ!  Below is the song and lyrics of "My Name is Victory" by The Wilbanks.  It is another great marching song for Christians!  This song is personal "I", whereas “We are the People of God” song by Carmen is a group marching/dancing tune.  Both would be great blasting from floats in parades or wherever people marching together.  Let's take back the streets and parades for Jesus!  Can you see everyone singing it as a worship song in church or other public spaces with their arms raised in a "V" for victory  thanking Jesus? It makes me want to jump up and shout! This should be the anthem for every Christian church to thank God for our freedom and found liberty through Him   It could be July 4th fired-up with spiritual fireworks every Sunday!


Women's Christian Fiction Series focusing on the Fruits of the Spirit

  Tracy Wainwright created a Fruit of the Spirit Christion fiction series which follows her female characters (Sarah, Jessica, Katie, and Emma) through their journeys of faith, family, and friendship.  Spiritual gifts and a real relationship with God are the recurring theme in all the books.  Tracy explores faith, hope, and love through great storytelling to uplift and inspire women as they feel each character's challenges in lifewhile reading how each one grows in their personal realationships with God.  These books show how everyone has problems in this world and the best hope for all is the love of God and salvation through His son Jesus.

The first two e-books in the series featuring the character Sarah, Hearing Whispers and Open Arms (Amazon ad) were released on Amazon in May 2025.  Empty Hands, Overflowing Hearts, Shifting Goals, Scorched Dreams, The Long Road, The Slow Dance, and The Best Path are titles and characters that will be released in following months.  Get the books to read and share with others in your life.  As a simple study of human thoughts and interactions, they offer an excellent way to share the Gospel of Christ with both believers and non-believers though the wonderful faith story of spiritual growth, as well as with the Bible references shared within each book.

Watch for new books releases and virtual book discussions with Tracy on her Facebook author page.  Check out other fiction and non-fiction books by Tracy Wainwright on her website.   

Making a Straight Path for God in Your Life


Do you ever feel you are out-of-sync with God's plan for your life?  If so, it is time to remove any obstacles between you and God.  A direct path to God means reflecting on what God wants, turning away from personal desires that keep us stepping off that path, and realigning our life with His plan for our salvation.   


... Prepare a road for the Lord to travel on! Widen the pathway before Him! 
Level the mountains! Fill up the valleys! Straighten the curves! Smooth out the ruts! 
And then all mankind shall see the Savior sent from God. - Luke 3:4-6 (TLB)


Repentance is the first step towards getting on the right path.  Use dedicated time in prayer, devotionals,  and Bible study to break down the barriers that may exist between you and the relationship you desire with God.  Adjust your thoughts and align yourself with the teachings in God's Word.  Growth can be achieved through  using multiple references or studying with other like-minded people.  Personal transformation will occur with dedication to building a better spiritual connection with God. 

Security and Strength from God

 When feeling tension or fear, we must remember that our security and strength comes from God.  He will be our shelter and our shield to keep us safe and secure.  Only God can give us the hope and protection we need.

My soul, wait thou only upon God; for my expectation is from Him.
He only is my rock and my salvation: He is my defence; I shall not be moved.
In God is my salvation and my glory: the rock of my strength, and my refuge, is in God.
- Psalm 62:5-7 (KJV)

Let your faith in God give you hope now and in the future.  Do not show any fear or be anxious about anything. because He has got you in every circumstance that comes along.  Keep your faith in God and rely on Him to deliver you from any situation.

Following religion instead of God

 The Holy Bible warns about phony religions, fake prophets, and false gods popping up and leading Christians away from the truth.  Too often and in too many places, it has been considered politically or socially correct to allow these counterfeit religions (who offer only dead prophets, bogus idols, and false teachings from the devil/satan) to speak freely and loudly.  This comes from an evil place to try  to convert people to a religion founded on lies or hate.  Let it be clear that any religion that teaches sacrificing babies, raping women and children, burning property, or killing anyone who disagrees with their hateful message is not from God. God is love, but  we are also warned He is jealous and can become angry with nations when His people are deceived into pulling away from Him.  Only satan/devil and his demons/minions push hate, lawlessness, violence, evil, and phony religions.  Satan wishes to trap many people in Hell.  Whereas, God does not want people to go there.

But there were also false prophets among the people, 
just as there will be false teachers among you. 
They will secretly introduce destructive heresies, 
even denying the sovereign Lord who bought them
bringing swift destruction on themselves.
- 2 Peter 2:1 (NIV)

The truth is there is one loving God which is our Father in Heaven.  He gave His son Jesus Christ to die and absolve those that believe from sin.  God did this to provide a path to Heaven for any of mankind who whould believe and faithfully follow.  He also sent the Holy Spirit after Christ to lead and guide faithful believers to more closely know Him, feel His love for them, and show them His will.   Jesus emphasized God's love when He pointed out that God should be first in Christians' life per the Ten Commandments, then love and respect for other people and follow related laws was the way  to show they are part of that loveing God's plan.  Jesus, the prophets from the Bible, and the apostles warn Christians that false gods, fake prophets and phony religions will come to try to lead them away to following false gods.  Do not let that happen by staying faithful in prayer, reading the Bible, and attending a church that teaches the full gospel truth of the Bible.

It is the Lord your God you must follow, and him you must revere. 
Keep his commands and obey him; serve him and hold fast to him.
- Deuteronomy 13:4 (NIV)

The Only Way to Heaven

This 3 minute video has reemerged recently on X and Facebook.  It has to be posted here because there is so much Biblical truth in it presented in an easy-to-understand way. So many people wrongly think they can get into Heaven based on occasional good works and perceived "righteousness", rather than by praying a simple salvation prayer of faith and then doing their best to live like Jesus.  

Jesus answered, “I am the way and the truth and the life.
No one comes to the Father except through me.
If you really know me, you will know my Father as well.
From now on, you do know him and have seen him.”
- John 14:6-7 (NIV)


Better Leadership for a Brighter Future


We have been living under a cloud of evil for so long, can we hope to see a better future with new leadership?  Can we joyfolly look forward to truth, liberty, and prosperity again?  When we pray, are we assured God is listening and will help us to move forward? The answers are YES, because our God wants to bless His people and give them a bright future.

When the righteous triumph, there is great elation; 
but when the wicked rise to power, people go into hiding. 
Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, 
but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy. - Proverbs 28:12-13 (NIV) 

Will the former corrupt leaders and their partners-in-crime confess their evil deeds, ask for God's forgiveness, and plead for mercy from the people they have lied to and cheated for so long?  Will the citizens continue to fight for truth and justice or will evil be allowed to hide or abide until they can force their wicked ways again?  The answer depends on how we pray, the important actions we and our trustworty leaders must take as we put faith in God to guide us back to His plan for us. 

Evildoers are snared by their own sin, 
but the righteous shout for joy and are glad. 
The righteous care about justice for the poor, 
but the wicked have no such concern. - Proverbs 29:6-7 (NIV)

When the Devil Comes to Steal Your Blessing and Testimony


Have you noticed that when things are going good, the devil comes along and tries to steal your blessing? Some may say it is just self-doubt, but I truly believe it is the devil just wispering lies into our minds.  He wants to steal your blessing, your joy, your courage, and your faith.  Do not let him get a way with it!  Claim the promise that God gave you and thow it back at the devil.  God promises he will flee when confronted.  

But He gives greater grace. Therefore it says, 
“God opposes the proud, but He gives grace to the humble.” 
So submit to God. 
But resist the devil and he will flee from you.
- James 4:6-7 (NET)

Last week, I was blessed with a healing.  This week several times when I was out on my daily walk, I might feel a weakness, tiredness, or small twitch in my shoulder.  Immediately the devil would try to tell me the pain was going to come back and I was not really healed.  So I shut him up quickly by saying "Yes, Jesus healed my shoulder completely.  I feel no pain.  I know He healed me and so do you. So shut up and move along, you are wrong.  I am healed and I know it."  Maybe it does not sound humble, but I would instantly feel better and the nudging to deny my healing would be gone.  We have to keep our faith by claiming the truth.  The devil does not like truth and he will run the other way to avoid it.  

When Honestly Judging Others Is Required


One of the most overused and misused King James scripture is Matthew 7:1  "Judge not, that ye be not judged." It is often used by sinners to make Christians feel guilty for saying something about the wrongness of what they may be doing.  (Even though those same sins are listed by God plainly in the Bible, it may be more prudent to pray for them, point them to salvation through Jesus, and to reading scripture rather than  trying to change them with self-righteous, angry, or condescending words.) This is not what Jesus meant.  He was saying we should not hold others to account for something we ourselves would not be willing to be accountable for.  Another way to say it is to apply the golden rule towards everyone first before calling out any preconceptions about right verses wrong.  

To reject the law is to praise the wicked; to obey the law is to fight them. 
Evil people don’t understand justice, but those who follow the Lord 
understand completely. - Proverbs 28:4-5 (NLT)

There are times when judgement must occur, especially if people have been elected to or appointed to be a judge of the law.  Judges have a grave responsibility to the law and to the people who come before them, both the innocent and the guilty. 

Here are some further sayings of the wise: 
It is wrong to show favoritism when passing judgment. 
A judge who says to the wicked, “You are innocent,” 
will be cursed by many people and denounced by the nations. 
But it will go well for those who convict the guilty; 
rich blessings will be showered on them.- Proverbs 24:23-25 (NLT)

With that judgement responsibility comes accountability to "We the People," the nation's law, and to God. In this world, we will see wise judges and corrupted ones.  Corrupt judges who lie, who take bribes, or provide false information to juries will eventually be punished by either the government  whose laws they broke or by God when eternal judgement comes.  There is no hiding their corruption.  Alterternately, their excellence and commitment to the truth will also be seen, accepted, and rewarded.

There Is a Hole in the Heart of America that Only God Can Heal

The first time I heard the song "There’s A Hole In The Heart," I could not tell it they were saying "heal" or "fill".  Either word seems to fit the message of the song.  In the video below, we find actual word used is "fill" since there is a lot of "empty" in that hole that only God can fill. Things, politics, money, or human relationships cannot fill it up, although being nicer to our fellow man might decrease the hole size a little bit.  The thruth is only God can fill it up with healing and close the wound this world is inflicting upon everyone. Keep praying for revival, God's will, and the survival of America.

Then you will call upon me and come and pray to me, and I will hear you. 
You will seek me and find me, when you seek me with all your heart. 
- Jeremiah 29:12-13 (ESV) 

Listen to the music video below and watch the scenes behind the lyrics.  The old-time gospel group The Nelons did a great job presenting the feelings of our nation and the world right now with this song.  Christians are being persecuting in a time when the message and comfort of Christ is really needed for humanity's emotional, physical, and spiritual healing.  USA need to learn to have faith and trust in God again! 

But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, 
and all these things will be added to you. - Matthew 6:33 (ESV) 

Do Not Be Lukewarm Anymore!

Jesus tells Christians they should NOT be lukewarm.  Instead it is better to be hot (seasoned believer fervantly working for Christ) or cold (potentially useful if wanting to grow in Christ).  So what is meant by lukewarm?  Lukewarms are wishy-washy people who straddle the fence between stagnant faith and desiring wordly things.  Some churches may define this as a moderate person or a modern believer, however Jesus would not agree.

I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other!  
So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.  
- Revelation 3:15-16 (NIV)

How do you know if you have become lukewarm?  Would you answer YES to these questions?  

  • Do you just attend church as part of your religion and listen without really hearing the message?
  • Do you feel it is okay to indulge in "little" sins as long as you are not hurting anyone else?

How do you move from being lukewarm to an acceptable temperature?  

  • Spend more time with God each day by praying and reading your Bible.
  • Socialize with fellow Christians that will help you to grow in your faith.
  • Get involved with your Church and learn how to share God with others.

Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him and He will do this: 
He will make your righteous reward shine like the dawn, your vindication like the noonday sun.
- Psalm 37:5-6 (NIV)

Stop straddling the fence between what Jesus wants for you and your own sinful desires.  Do not be lukewarm anymore, instead grow and develop into what Christ wants you to be so that you may gain everlasting life.  While your at it, try to take some others with you to Heaven.